About my new job

It`s hard to do it well , and takes me too much energy . This is what I want to tell myself .

I begin to know some work doesn`t need me to do , while some needs to do it well ,laying all my heart on it , like English , study, etc..

With time passing by , I also begin to realize what I really want , what I eagerly need , what I want wo do , how to do ,how to get it . Althogh now I have so many problems in my head , above all I need to do the work as well as I can , hoping someday they will let me go as easy as the way I come here .

Everyone do not very sacrifice their status , so do I. Then I must find a way to make everyone I love happy , especially my parents and my love .

I believe I can fly , any one does ,do you?