11/30/2008
11/26/2008
9/25/2008
9/23/2008
Which Way should I Take
It seems like I have no way to go. Is everything undercontrol? My love left me , my manager appears to not content with me. How tired! These days are so hard to me, but why do I stop?
Will you marry me? I know you won't .`couse I have no money, I have nothing for you. How could you talk to me like that ! Now ,the last gate for you is open .You know what? I'm considering wether we will be together. Maybe not, probably, not . You don't want me any more ,you won't treat my parents like me .
Do you think about me? You said I should ask for money from my parents , because of our wedding . Is that right? Your parents have pension after you get married . But how about mine?
You let me do this for you ,for your parents ,but have you ever treated my parents right?They have no ability to take care themselves if they give me this .
I love my parents more than myself,anything else. SO will you do this to my parents, instead of me? I think you won't.
Whatever^
Will you marry me? I know you won't .`couse I have no money, I have nothing for you. How could you talk to me like that ! Now ,the last gate for you is open .You know what? I'm considering wether we will be together. Maybe not, probably, not . You don't want me any more ,you won't treat my parents like me .
Do you think about me? You said I should ask for money from my parents , because of our wedding . Is that right? Your parents have pension after you get married . But how about mine?
You let me do this for you ,for your parents ,but have you ever treated my parents right?They have no ability to take care themselves if they give me this .
I love my parents more than myself,anything else. SO will you do this to my parents, instead of me? I think you won't.
Whatever^
9/18/2008
Love is an ELLUSION
Yesterday, when you talked to me like that , told me i was nothing for you , did something to me , I become to be deadly sad , You went home by yourself, leaving me behind ,alone. Suddently, I read a message you sent to you friend .You told your friend that your ex-boyfriend asked you came back. You know what about my feeling? My heart was dead again.
I still remember what you said to me about that guy, you told me I'm you first love . Actually, I don't care this very much, but I do care you lied to me .Do you still remember Mid-autumn night when somebody called you, you acted like someone you really don't care gave you a call . You lied to me again. I wonder why you do this to me ，how many times you lie to me , how many things you never tell me , how many guys make you can treat me like this.
Darling, I loved you .This love can hold so much pain , make me be paient of anything . But this time it doesn't work. Am I wrong? Is this love I give you wrong? You beat me ,curse me, do anything to let me go. Now , you got it.
Can you tell me what you've gaven to me these three years? Can you tell me when you loved me ? You shouted to me ,"Have I told you that I love you !Have I said you belond to me ?I have principle!!!" Each word I just cannot hold , make me cry again ,again and again. I cry for myself ,for us ,for our love.
How many times you lie to me ?
I still remember what you said to me about that guy, you told me I'm you first love . Actually, I don't care this very much, but I do care you lied to me .Do you still remember Mid-autumn night when somebody called you, you acted like someone you really don't care gave you a call . You lied to me again. I wonder why you do this to me ，how many times you lie to me , how many things you never tell me , how many guys make you can treat me like this.
Darling, I loved you .This love can hold so much pain , make me be paient of anything . But this time it doesn't work. Am I wrong? Is this love I give you wrong? You beat me ,curse me, do anything to let me go. Now , you got it.
Can you tell me what you've gaven to me these three years? Can you tell me when you loved me ? You shouted to me ,"Have I told you that I love you !Have I said you belond to me ?I have principle!!!" Each word I just cannot hold , make me cry again ,again and again. I cry for myself ,for us ,for our love.
How many times you lie to me ?
8/25/2008
About my new job
It`s hard to do it well , and takes me too much energy . This is what I want to tell myself .
I begin to know some work doesn`t need me to do , while some needs to do it well ,laying all my heart on it , like English , study, etc..
With time passing by , I also begin to realize what I really want , what I eagerly need , what I want wo do , how to do ,how to get it . Althogh now I have so many problems in my head , above all I need to do the work as well as I can , hoping someday they will let me go as easy as the way I come here .
Everyone do not very sacrifice their status , so do I. Then I must find a way to make everyone I love happy , especially my parents and my love .
I believe I can fly , any one does ,do you?
I begin to know some work doesn`t need me to do , while some needs to do it well ,laying all my heart on it , like English , study, etc..
With time passing by , I also begin to realize what I really want , what I eagerly need , what I want wo do , how to do ,how to get it . Althogh now I have so many problems in my head , above all I need to do the work as well as I can , hoping someday they will let me go as easy as the way I come here .
Everyone do not very sacrifice their status , so do I. Then I must find a way to make everyone I love happy , especially my parents and my love .
I believe I can fly , any one does ,do you?
8/24/2008
My Favorite Songs
Tonight ，a song named love like this comes into my ears . I`m shocked. How wonderful it is ! So I`d like to collect all the songs I like very much . Music is the most beautiful thing I`ve ever seen in my life, and it will be the rest of my life.
NAME SINGERS
Love like this Sean Kingston
Love is color blind TQ&Sarah
The end of the world Skeeter Davis
Sailing Rod Stewart
Way back into love Eric
NAME SINGERS
Love like this Sean Kingston
Love is color blind TQ&Sarah
The end of the world Skeeter Davis
Sailing Rod Stewart
Way back into love Eric
8/23/2008
Dark
Today is one of my darkest days in my life.
These days , I`m keeping on wondering what life you bring to me , darkness , happyness, blissfulness, togetherness, lonelyness ? I`ve no idea. But do you think it`s over? Do you still believe me ? Do you still love me or begin to love me ? You told me I will never know how sad you are , how you wish to end it . You won`t tell me , `cause you don`t want to . You will never know how sad I am, how I don`t want to lose you ,. I want to tell you ,but you won`t listen to me , `cause you don`t want to .
Baby , you drive me crazy. I love you so much . Can`t you see it? Can`t you feel my fragile heart? How could you say you don`t love me ! How could you leave me !
Baby, I`m not nothing , and I wanna be someone special for you, be your boy . You`re my first love . I give you all my heart . Though these years , my heart becomes fragile , tired , lonly , but I won`t let you go. I`m so sure that you will miss me someday, you will cry when you realize you lose me . So I `ll stay here for you all my life, waiting , longing ,hoping……
Do you still remember that song I told you ? I don`t like to sleep alone. So do I, do you ?
PLEASE!
These days , I`m keeping on wondering what life you bring to me , darkness , happyness, blissfulness, togetherness, lonelyness ? I`ve no idea. But do you think it`s over? Do you still believe me ? Do you still love me or begin to love me ? You told me I will never know how sad you are , how you wish to end it . You won`t tell me , `cause you don`t want to . You will never know how sad I am, how I don`t want to lose you ,. I want to tell you ,but you won`t listen to me , `cause you don`t want to .
Baby , you drive me crazy. I love you so much . Can`t you see it? Can`t you feel my fragile heart? How could you say you don`t love me ! How could you leave me !
Baby, I`m not nothing , and I wanna be someone special for you, be your boy . You`re my first love . I give you all my heart . Though these years , my heart becomes fragile , tired , lonly , but I won`t let you go. I`m so sure that you will miss me someday, you will cry when you realize you lose me . So I `ll stay here for you all my life, waiting , longing ,hoping……
Do you still remember that song I told you ? I don`t like to sleep alone. So do I, do you ?
PLEASE!
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