Dark

Today is one of my darkest days in my life.

These days , I`m keeping on wondering what life you bring to me , darkness , happyness, blissfulness, togetherness, lonelyness ? I`ve no idea. But do you think it`s over? Do you still believe me ? Do you still love me or begin to love me ? You told me I will never know how sad you are , how you wish to end it . You won`t tell me , `cause you don`t want to . You will never know how sad I am, how I don`t want to lose you ,. I want to tell you ,but you won`t listen to me , `cause you don`t want to .

Baby , you drive me crazy. I love you so much . Can`t you see it? Can`t you feel my fragile heart? How could you say you don`t love me ! How could you leave me !

Baby, I`m not nothing , and I wanna be someone special for you, be your boy . You`re my first love . I give you all my heart . Though these years , my heart becomes fragile , tired , lonly , but I won`t let you go. I`m so sure that you will miss me someday, you will cry when you realize you lose me . So I `ll stay here for you all my life, waiting , longing ,hoping……

Do you still remember that song I told you ? I don`t like to sleep alone. So do I, do you ?

PLEASE!