So......

So, what happened to me, dear God?

How could I do this ? Please forgive me for what I have done.

But it really makes me excited . So ,God ,please lead me the way , I'm lost.

Now I got a good job, and the situition begins to get better. But you won't trust

me at all . I know I have hurt her so much for our future. May God bless her all

her life.